after all this time

I apologized, I begged you to forgive me and to give us another chance. You said you did and you would. 10 years later and you just now realized that I made you feel unsafe in the relationship because of that.  

I feel like you never actually forgave me for breaking up with you.

I wish you had never given me that second chance if it meant you would secretly begrudge me for all these years. 

I wish you had gotten the grief counseling you needed. You'd be better off without us.