More ridiculous feelings

I never said that I don't ever want to see you again.
I never said that there's no chance that we can work things out.
I never said that I don't love you anymore.
I know that this won't matter to you. You've written me off and you have every right to I haven't gone about this the best way. I can't expect you to understand when even I have trouble explaining things to myself.
It's funny how you say that there was never any room for you when I walk through the house and am surrounded by empty spaces.
Im not happy about this.
I'm not happy that I have issues and take them out on you. I feel like I only hinder you and make you unhappy because you we're always complaining about things. I felt like nothing i did was ever good enough. I don't know why I'm telling you this...I doubt you'll ever view this blog again and I know you don't want to talk to me but I feel like I can speak to you here even if you never respond.
I love you
I miss you
Im sorry

Really?

"Baseball sucks because I don't like it" then spend 20 minutes describing how you feel that it sucks and then proceed to tell me why I'm lying to myself in that I do like baseball. Cool negativity bro, next time I'm having a great day I'll be sure to come tell you about it so you can knock me down a peg. Wouldn't want my face to hurt from all the smiling, amirite?

It probably wouldnt be hard for you to be happy if you practiced once in a while.

I get it.

You're not in love with me. It's ok. I get it. I wish i made you feel like you can be honest with me. Im sorry i don't. We'll talk about it eventually.