sometimes I want to talk

I want to tell someone that cares about my feelings and self discoveries because they are important but you make me feel like they need to be corrected. You invalidate me, just like everyone else. 

dad

Why couldn't I have a dad that cared. Why was I not enough. Why didnt my mother care enough? Ive always asked if there was something I did wrong but it was simply existing. I wasn't planned, I was an accident. I know because I was told as much. I wish I had parents that cared like I care for my daughter. Part of me also has to parent myself like it always has but I can fail me ...I can't fail her. She is worth the would, I hope she knows it. 

I have so much hate but also so much love.