More ridiculous feelings

I never said that I don't ever want to see you again.
I never said that there's no chance that we can work things out.
I never said that I don't love you anymore.
I know that this won't matter to you. You've written me off and you have every right to I haven't gone about this the best way. I can't expect you to understand when even I have trouble explaining things to myself.
It's funny how you say that there was never any room for you when I walk through the house and am surrounded by empty spaces.
Im not happy about this.
I'm not happy that I have issues and take them out on you. I feel like I only hinder you and make you unhappy because you we're always complaining about things. I felt like nothing i did was ever good enough. I don't know why I'm telling you this...I doubt you'll ever view this blog again and I know you don't want to talk to me but I feel like I can speak to you here even if you never respond.
I love you
I miss you
Im sorry