dad

Why couldn't I have a dad that cared. Why was I not enough. Why didnt my mother care enough? Ive always asked if there was something I did wrong but it was simply existing. I wasn't planned, I was an accident. I know because I was told as much. I wish I had parents that cared like I care for my daughter. Part of me also has to parent myself like it always has but I can fail me ...I can't fail her. She is worth the would, I hope she knows it. 

I have so much hate but also so much love.