its weird

If you told me that a guy i saw regularly and had to seek out troubled you, I'd find another way. Period. But thats just me. Im always ready to give up everything for what i think is love.... usually I do. Is it any wonder that i lose myself? 

There's so much you havent experienced in relationships, having had very few and none romantically. i get that there's a learning curve or margin of error but 11years? Im not the one dude. You were never in love, you just wanted love. I could've given you love as friend, you didnt need to climb into my heart and rip it up to make is comfortable for you. We could have just been good friends. 

My fault though, it always is.