Puma

You havent said it in a long time. Im guessing its because you arent afraid to tell me you love me now :) does that mean you fell for me earlier than previously disclosed? It would delight me to no end if that were true but im super happy either way.
Its getting easier (because im doing it more often) to think of you and imagine a future. Both as to build trust and escape the various pains im discovering that have become my life.
I see clearly in these future glimpses all the reasons why i have this constant, underlying depression. Sometimes i see so clear that i think i might not be sad anymore but then comes the self doubt and weak inner speak....i defeat my own growth and good. How can i possibly be any good for you?
If its true that we are mirrors of each other, you make me like me. I'll keep working at it and i'll keep fighting my inability to trust and sadness.
I'll do anything and everything for you. I love you..