So much for being understanding

You know how i know it would never work with anyone else? Because its not even a thought or consideration or comparison. I dont have to wonder if there would ever be anyone else because my heart has chosen you. Not because of things like distance, personal growth and change in personage. I didnt realize at the time you were telling me that my feelings were being hurt. I was too busy focusing on being there for you. Now i feel by telling you this, that you wont want to share with me in the future. Which tears me up because i like that we share. I wasnt prepared i guess.
I was just going to bury it and never say anything but it would have eaten me up inside ......like it currently is. I'll try to forget about it and move on. I don't want to talk about it. I had a dream that we tried talking about it and fought. I walked away, you let me, i woke up.