Less and less

I know you come here every now and then. I wonder what you've cone to expect. I write less and less here because my insecurities of our relationship become less and less. Sounds like a good thing, yeah? Well, not so much. You see, you've gone a planted a seed of doubt and once youve buried on of those bastards in they can be almost impossible to dig out. From here its usually a slow decline. Generally more seeds get planted until we're wandering in a huge fucking orchard of bullshit.
Trust is delicate.
I dont take things with a grain of salt.
I will not 'let go' easily.
I will take to heart less and less of what you say.....over time, even the I love you's.
Words become less and less important.
Eventually speaking will become unnecessary.
Im sick and tired of being right about these things. I'd like to be proven wrong for once.
Please prove me wrong.